Without You...

I can't tell you what it really is,

I can only tell you what it feels like

All those crazy things you said,

You let them running through my head

Oh these times are hard

They're making us crazy

but don't give up on me baby...

Comparisons are easily done once you've had the taste of perfection

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of the winter,

Like a hard candy with a surprise centre

It's hard to get back, between you and me 

we are drifting further apart from each other

I hope everything will change as time goes,

For you my baby.

The Neverending Story

M.U.S.I.C

 I don't think I can make it without you.

It's a hard long year for me... 

I used to love doing everything on my own,

but now I'm so sick of being alone.

"It is hard to not feel broken when it is always quiet enough to hear your pieces rattle."

I gave up everything to be here in New York. And I regret it.

I have no one waiting for me to come back home.

But I can bear it in some way.

I can stand it in some way.

So I find my own way in music.

Tablo's songs have been a great comfort for me these days.

It's depressing, but its comforting too.

"Home" makes me think about, home.

I miss every part of my home.

"Because I disliked the unfamiliar happiness more than the familiar sadness, I threw away my footsteps"

That's what I've been doing. I keep myself inside because I am so tired of trying.

"Now I cry without tears
Just like breathing, I cry again
The sadness that became a home
Though I try to take a step out, I cry at the doorstep
I cry, without me knowing"

I still remember the days when I cried myself to sleep.

But I stopped crying somehow.

Cause nobody will hear my tears no matter how long I cry.

"Crying is easy like breathing - the more you hold it in, your more you let out"

Sometimes I can't control my tears but I have to hold it back when my roomate's here...

I can't sleep without music. I feel so lonely to sleep without music.

Another one. "Airbag."

"There is no home, or there is nowhere to go

Or is it that there are lots of places to go

But no one to wait for me?

Loneliness is a common thing to me

Will I be able to share myself if there was someone by my side?

I’m dangerous right now

Don’t crash into me

I guess I’m all alone again

Once again

I guess I’m all alone again

Not again"

I love Tablo's lyrics.

It describes my heart so explicitly. 

We share the same part of loneliness...

And being lonely makes us so fragile that we keep pushing people away.

I don't want to be lonely. Not again. But once again...

Lyrics Part One

I was never into KPOP ...not until last year that is.
I mean seriously... once you get into it you can never get out.

Here are some of my favourite lyrics of Big Bang, my FAVOURITE band.
I won't say that they are one of those KPOP boy groups. They are just unique.
All right I will stop fan-girling and just jump into their oh-so-addicting lyrics!

1. Haru Haru (Day by Day)
KPOP legendary song. I said it.
This brought me into the craze.

       "Like the tides my heart is broken

Like the wind my heart is shaking

Like the smoke my love faded away

I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you

But from what was expected, I’m getting along quite well by myself

Don’t look back and leave

Don’t find me again and just live on

Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories

I can bear it in some way

I can stand it in some way

You should stay happy like you are right now

Day by day it fades away

If old memories keep on being thought of

I might go look for you secretly"

(This is just a part of the song)

This song never gets old. And the live version is amazing.

2. Love Song
The lyrics are one of my favourites. 
This song doesn't sound sad at all but the story is actually heartbreaking.
It's about a girl who died in a car accident and this song was dedicated to her before the boy committed suicide.
*The M/V is perfect.

"I close my eyes and feel your breath, I dream of you

A smile spreads across my lips, you’re breathing with

me now

Time, please stop, don’t divide us

Wind, stop blowing, this is my last letter to you."

3. Blue

The song screams "BLUE" itself. Listen to it and you'll be addicted.

And you just have to admit that their M/Vs are getting better and better

The Beginning

Winter left and Spring found us. We all have bad times like winter when the only thing we want to do is bury ourselves into the blankies. But in the end spring will come and everything will be ok.